Hazel is 1 year old!

I'm not going to do all that "how did the time go by so fast" crap...but it's true...
Sweet Hazel Grace, you are 1 year old! It's actually a few days past your 1st birthday but you didn't have your 1 year well check until last night and I wanted to put that in this post.

Your brother loves you so much! Loves to kiss you...hug you...put things on his head so you walk to him to get it. Yes, you are walking! Not all the time, but you can if you want to. I swear you will be walking around to anyone and everyone and then I come in and you plop down because you know I'll scoop you right up...very true. You are like my ventriloquist doll...always on my side.

For your birthday party we had the family over for Rudy's BBQ and some Bundt cakes. You weren't so sure about your cake but you played with it for a bit. You got some cute outfits, some toys, and a silver cup and silverware. The outfits you got were DARLING! One of MY favorite gifts you got was a journal that Pia wrote for me. When I was going through some PPD I was stressed out about not having your baby book as updated as Hagen's. Mom said not to worry...now I know why. She started a journal months before I found out I was pregnant with you! Talking about having another baby, all the way through all of your firsts, your weights at Dr.'s Appointments, her feelings for having you in her life, etc. It is honestly one of the most special gifts I have EVER received!!

Some things to note about your first year:

• You take short naps at school, but your teacher hands you some board books to look at in your crib and you are quiet so your friends can sleep


• You started wearing shoes...I am a firm believer in no shoes while learning to walk...but with it getting colder I need something to keep your socks on


• You have 2 top teeth and 2 bottom teeth


• You have been off bottles since you were about 10 months old


• You transitioned to Whole Milk this week and have had no issues


• You still have your giraffe paci for nap and nighttime...I am wondering when I should cut that out. Never had to do it with Hagen as he was not a paci baby


• I love putting your hair in a pony on top of your head...I will not cut bangs...I will not cut bangs...I will not cut bangs...


• You love your bunny chair and Hagen's puppy chair...you tackle, love on it, give it kisses...etc. Best baby gift ever!


• You really enjoy your bath


• A special time of day with you is after your bath and PJ's you and I sit in Great Grandma Hazel Grace's chair and we read books. You like the books where you can pet them...the ones that have fur on the animals, etc. You love looking at books!


• You are such a good eater and especially when it comes to fruit and pasta...you were not that into formula but you LOVE milk...you come from a family of big milk drinkers and I think you will fit in just fine!


• You have started to dance...just bouncing really, but it is so cute


• Dapper pisses you off with his tail knocking you over...

You rarely cry...it is usually because you are tired Your stats from the doctor:

Weight: 16 pounds 7.5 ounces (0%)

Height: 28 3/4 inches (35%)

Head: 17 3/4 inches (48%)

They are a bit concerned with your weight (here we go AGAIN) so I am taking you in for a weight check in a month. We did this with your brother and it PISSED me off because it is just how the babies in our family grow...slow.

One last thing Hazel, I wasn't sure about having a girl...I had it in my mind that there was no way to have a girl and I was going to have all boys (with both of my brothers having one of each...what are the odds I would too). When I found out you were a girl I kinda panicked...just thought of how I was going to have to protect you from Internet predators, make sure your clothes were appropriate, worry about you going on a date, being really cute like your Mama and being really niave like me too, etc. I didn't really think about all the positives of having a girl. You have been everything I ever wanted and I didn't know...my life is complete with you. I know that sounds corny, but I am just in love with you. Happy Birthday Hazel!!

Love,

Mama

Halloween!

Fun Halloween this year! I think next year will be even better because Hazel will be 2 and can go out trick or treating with the cousins! Here is a picture of Hazel and her BFF Sophie. They don't smile...very serious...but they liked the parade and got lots of smiles and Aww's...
Hagen got to hold Annalisa's hand...she was Hello Kitty! he was SO excited as you can see. Loved having his family "fan club" front and center to greet him!

Miss Piggy didn't even mind her hat...I was shocked! She looked ADORABLE!! I loved her little costume...

Hagen looks so grown up below!! So heroic and handsome. He was SUPER stoked about trick or treating. Ryan took him to Noah's house to go with him and Emily. They have way more fun together. I stayed home to pass out candy and put Hazel to bed. Sista isn't feeling good. Hopefully those Antibiotics work on those ears! I fear they aren't!

This is probably the last kissy pic of the boys. Adam and Ryan had a fit when Rebecca asked them to kiss! It's time to grow up and man up and no more kissing. :(

We didn't have that many trick or treaters this year! We live on a culdsac and the houses at the beginning of it had their lights out. We all had our lights on and lots of candy, but alot of families didn't want to walk down the street to our's. boo!

So Hagen had to take his costume to school and not wear it until before the parade (which was at 4:00). Well, when he took it off last night he wasn't wearing any under ware! I guess he striped COMPLETELY when he changed! Took Captain Inappropriate to a whole new level!!

Tata,

Carrie

Hazel's Baptism

Sweet baby Hazel Grace was FINALLY baptised this past weekend! We had some scheduling conflicts with Ryan's traveling and getting the required class in (only offered once a month) and then setting a date. She wore a BEAUTIFUL dress bought by my parents...long, smocked, detailed...just perfect! Here she goes!
Hagen was so proud...he was curious and it was interesting explaining it to him as we are TERRIBLE about going to church...we need to get our crap together!! The water was warm so she didn't cry much...just a little...

I love this picture...so sweet...

My brother is the Godfather and Aunt Kristen is the Godmother of both Hagen and Hazel...

Here she is enjoying some celebratory cake! Practicing for her big birthday in a week...what?!

The bib she is wearing while eating her cake says "future nun". Aunt Kristen got it for her and it is adorable! She received some precious things...a cross necklace, a pearl bracelet, a silver cuff, a cute picture frame, some books, and a beautiful cross for her room.

She had a double ear infection and I had a cold. The ladies were not feeling very good at all! But it was a beautiful day and the kids behaved very well.

That night after the family left I was outside letting the dog out and I looked up in the sky and saw a shooting star. I believe that Great Grandma Hazel Grace Adams was sending me a sign that she witnessed the baptism and is so proud...

Love,

Mama

Pumpkin Patch

So this past weekend we went to the pumpkin patch! Ryan was out of town so I loaded up the kids in the wagon and met Adam and family there. We had a great time! Although, Hagen has had better days...think someone is missing his Daddy!

We petted the animals, we had a hot dog lunch, went on a hayride, posed the kids for the cousin picture (they all love that), and we took home our millionth pumpkin!

I LOVE that the kids are around the same age...makes outings like this so much fun. I love that the girls are even closer in age than the boys are...but the boys are still BFF's 4E!

We missed out on our annual family picture at the farm, but that's OK...Aunt Rebecca captured the above sweet SWEET images of my little pumpkins.

Tata,

Carrie

Just Listen...

This sweet boy taught me a good lesson...not just a lesson on parenting but in life.

It was show and tell day at school. Everyone was to bring a photo of themselves dressed in a costume. I had Hagen take a photo of him dressed as a zebra for Halloween when he was 1 1/2...it was darling.

I was sitting at the table with the kids for dinner (Ryan was out of town) and we were talking about our days. I asked him how his friends liked his photo. He got a sad look on his face and said that people were laughing at him and calling him diaper boy...basically calling him a baby.

I said that he WAS a baby when that photo was taken but he is not anymore. I told him that I use to wear diapers and even Papa!! I explained that we all wore diapers at one point.

He said his feelings were really hurt and it made him feel like he wanted to cry. So I went on an on about how in life people are going to not always be nice...we are going to get our feelings hurt and disagree with someone. Even I get my feelings hurt sometimes and it makes me sad. I went on to say that sometimes we just have to walk away and be with people that are being nice and steer clear of the mean ones. I kept going ON and ON and ON seeing it as a moment to teach him something...little did I know he was about to teach me something BIG.

He said stop Mom...you never let me talk... (silence...crickets chirping...both kids staring at me) I felt like a toad...

He is so right...I need to LISTEN more and not just offer advice. Sometimes all he wants to do is to vent...just like I do sometimes!

Lesson learned my sweet son...lesson learned...

Love,

Mama

Happy 9 year Anniversary Ryan!

Today is our 9 year wedding anniversary! I am as in love (if not more) as I was when we got married. We have had our ups and downs, but mainly ups and our downs were not that bad. I appreciate that we can talk about anything, work through our problems, and laugh at each other and ourselves often. I swear laughter is the best marriage secret...

I remember a few things about our wedding day that will be forever etched in my brain:
1. It was rainy...not alot, but still. I am now a believer that rain on your wedding day IS a good luck charm.

2. Tommy, our best man, was driving by the cemetery where Ryan's Dad is laid to rest...it was cloudy...but when he drove past there on his way to the church, the clouds parted and the sun shined really bright...then went cloudy again. It was like he was saying, "Tommy, make sure Ryan knows I know what is going on today...and wish him luck." Ha

3. I remember Mer's speech at the reception talking about Ryan's Derriere.

4. I remember Ryan smashing cake in my face and I didn't care less.

5. I remember dancing the night away because when you have a big dress on you can't see the horrid dance moves going on under that huge skirt.

6. I remember my Mom and I eating Chick Fil A for lunch...just the two of us...we were so calm.

7. I remember I couldn't find the right strapless bra and needed some "lift" so duct tape it was...sexy...

8. I remember twirling my dress during our vows. I had my hand behind my back and found a little hole...put my finger in and just twirled and twirled.

9. Our song..."I could not ask for more" by Edwin McCain...love

10. I remember my Dad spun me around before walking me down the aisle...and then he didn't kiss me when he "Handed me over"...we both forgot and were caught up in the moment

11. Mom and I called it our wedding because we both planned it all. And honestly, there were no arguments and we had a blast planning it! It was beautiful...perfect in every way.

Ryan (and Mom) Happy 9 years...cheers to 9 more!

(I texted Ryan the above sentence this morning since he is out of town. He promptly responded, "Let's just take it one year at a time") I'm so loved....

Tata,
Carrie

What is the latest?!

I started this post out with pictures of the babes...Hagen and Noah are attached at the hip so there is rarely a pic of just him anymore! I must do bullet points because I have alot to share, but no real importance...

1. Hazel was sick a few weeks ago with an ear infection and croup and I actually was able to rock her to sleep. Even waking up at the night I would go up, pick her up, and rock her back to sleep. It was bliss...I miss rocking sweet babies. She is so independent and easy to get to bed so rocking was never her thing...it was a few weeks ago and I loved it!


2. At dinner one night Hagen was discussing what he learned at school. It was manners week. In the middle of his "speech" Hazel farted SO loud in her High chair. We all laughed...well, except Hagen who promptly looked at her in disgust and said, "Hazel Grace, that is NOT good manners!"


3. My little sweet darling girl is the bully in class...yep, the youngest and the mightiest. She is known as the hair puller! I've recently been able to put a pony tail on her head and she even pulls her own hair! I pick her up lately and she looks like Foghorn Leghorn with her hairstyle. she also gets very jealous if I say hi to her friends before greeting her royal hiness.


4. One day I dropped her off in her class and she quickly crawled over to this tunnel thing and looked to make sure I was watching. She crawled through it and then back through and was clapping for herself! Well, another sweet little boy crawled through and came out and sat next to her and clapped too and she looked at him and stuck her lip out and immediatly face planted into the carpet and cried. He stole her thunder I guess.


5. Hagen has started going on field trips! Last week was the fire station and this week the pumpkin patch! I don't know if he is excited more about the actual place or the BUS!!!


6. I took him to the doctor the other day...he had a sore tongue...I paid a co-pay for a canker sore. I had them too, we ate too much pineapple!


7. Hagen FINALLY broke the 30 pound mark! He is 32 pounds and Hazel is 17...she will be one in a few weeks (I'm already crying) and I am so curious to see what she is! Hagen was 18 I believe...


8. The above picture of Hagen and Noah was from this past Saturday. There was a modeling search going on for Dallas Child and Kim Dawson. My sister in law was taking Noah and wanted me to take Hagen so she would have a buddy. I did and was SHOCKED at how good he did! He had to walk a catwalk ladies...and he did...he waved...he talked to the panel of judges like he owned it. I think he is adorable...wonder if we will get a call? No biggie if we don't. Ryan is just outraged and afraid I'm going to become "toddlers and tiera's" like...no chance.


9. Ryan is traveling again and it is hunting season...no comment except I am SO over it! I need a girls weekend that is cheap. Why is it that it is so easy for guys to get away and us ladies are stuck at home? I mean, when I leave I make sure there is food in the kitchen, activities are planned, etc. but when the men leave it's like they just make sure they have their bags packed. Ryan is a great dad and a wonderful hubby, but I'm just sick of being by myself!


10. NOW, when he is in town we do date night...we sit on the patio and drink and talk. It is FABULOUS! I have SO much enjoyed our date nights. Especially since the kids sleep in until about 8:30 so no need for too bad of a hangover!!

That's all I got!

Tata,

Carrie