I cannot concentrate...

...AT.ALL.

I have so many questions and am so excited!
- what is it?
- how is Hagen going to react?
- how many are in there?
- am I going to have morning sickness?
- can I control my eating early on unlike last time?
- What is it?
- WHAT IS IT?

OK, I'm dying to know what it is! Growing up I have always wanted two boys. But as we were having trouble conceiving I was just wanting a healthy baby. When we found out I was having a boy I was so excited but was also kind of sad it wasn't a girl. Now do not read this wrong, I was very happy Hagen was a boy...I just...I guess wanted both?! I know most of you have no idea what I am trying to say.

Now this time I am again excited for either one! It would be so neat to have a little girl and experience that side of things. I have such a loving relationship with my Mom and to have that with a little girl would be wonderful. But I would love having another little boy! You can still have that loving relationship with your Mom like my little brother...the one that is still attached at the cord.

I just turned 35 last month, so I wonder if I will have to do all those tests? I mean, I will do the tests at 12 weeks to determine if there is anything going on that I would want to prepare myself with and will still do. But what about Amnio's? Not sure how I feel about that...

Wow, is this all really happening? I am so excited. We did it...we did this on our own this time...

I can't wait to see Hagen meet the new little...I just tear up thinking about it!

I think we are going to wait to tell him when we find out what it is. That way we can tell him he is having a baby sister/brother.

My cup runneth over...and my bladder also...

Carrie